i knew it

I can tell Im not stupid. I said things to him when I was angry. Today he finally tells me how he feels...

I disgust him.

I always told him he didnt look at me the same. I can tell the difference.

Im hurt.
Im crushed....
I havent even done shit to him today!!
But earlier he starts arguing with me bringing up things when he was in the wrong but the funny thing is I dot say shit. Then he starts arguing with me.

Now I disgust him....

*sigh*
If only he knew how much those words just hurt me....

mad

my man got bitches callin him... smh!!

im pissed

im trying to calm down but its so

HARD!!!!

*sigh*

im trying to believe him!!! im trying so hard!!!!!!



grrrrrrrrr

yes!!!

Bringing my little man home!! Im so happy he's not at 100% but he will be soon!!!

Baby boy

It should be me!!

NOT HIM!!!!!

My light

isnt here with me so everything seems so dark. It hurts me so much to know hes not well or in pain. This was my choice which dont seem to fair!!!! Why did I have to make this decision out of all people!? I dont know what Id do id I lost him. I need his smile and kisses.... God why does my son have to go through what he does??? I dont think I will ever get over this. Ever since hes been born and had to go thru so much and Ive been there with him on this ride. It has changed me so much as a person. I lost all my faith and everything to me will end up bad because if my son an innocent baby has tp live a life like that then what do i have to look forward to? Always be on his ass to make sure hes fine. All he did was vomit and whine a little. If I wouldve waited any longer he couldve died. What if I dont notice next time? Will it cost him his life? Does he even really have one outside of the hospital??? When will he get his break?? My son who can make anyone happy, you have a bad day and all he needs to do is smile at you and it warms your heart. Ilove him and I miss him. :......(

My brown shuga

Introducing my honey. I know hes super sexy and all MINE. Im not into sharing or females looking at whats mine so its in your best interest if you keep your eyes, words, and most importantly hands to yourself!! Or else!!!!!

Anyways.

My boo is my perfect match we're so much alike yet opposite at the same time. I can truly say he makes me happy. He not like the rest. Hes my coop-a-rachi, and he should know how I feel about him! I dont even have enough words to say how I feel about this man. Everything with him just feels so right and since I know how great it feels to be with him I dont want to lose it!! And I will do anything I can to keep my partner because hes that and so much more. *sigh* I just love him!!!!

Harmony

We fit together so perfectly. I love how compatible we are. Your fingers belong in the spaces between mine. I love him so much. He got me feeling like I never have before. Still give me the butterflies and keep a smile on my face.
I love my boo because I know he wants the best for me. I want the best for him too. My baby keeps me wanting to please him; cook, clean, and whatever it takes to keep him satisfied.
Thank God I finally found my king!!!

:)

Skipped Class.

Its alright though. I need to cook my baby a delcious dinner because he never ceases to amaze me!!! :) Im proud of my man. I love him to death.... Muahhh

My Munchkins

I love my kids. They are my heart. I know I may not always show it becauss part of being a parent is discipline but I know it will pay off in the end. My son is my light without him I'm blind.

Ms. ChellieBoomBoom

Love this

Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness
-Oliver Wendall Holmes

This is so true!! Without love there is no happiness. My joy comes from the ones I love!!!

When all else fails...

Go get high!!!



Admit it you know it works!!!!!

He makes me...

:)

My Boo

My Princess

Saturday's Menu

Breakfast

Chorizo && egg sandiwich on french bread.

Lunch

Leftover pork && chicken tacos with pico de gallo && corn tortillas

Din-Din

hmmmmmmmmm???

Unlucky

I seem to have the worst luck. There's always something bad happening to me!!! Grrrr it frustrates me. Im not trying to be like woe is me but damn can I get a break?? Im scared of what's going to be the next bad thing that happens to me.

Now with this next b.s. with this loser. Ughh it really does piss me off. I feel frickin violated. Im mad that I would evenet myself come across someone like that. Plus if I hadn't been trying to prove the stupidest point ever I wouldn't even be in this predicament. So of course who do I blame??
Me.
I mean who else is there to blame? I know better. I'm super disappointed in myself. I should've never put myself into that type of situation. Whats funny is trying to hurt someone else only ended up hurting myself!! Gee whizzzz!!! Im just going to try to keep as positive as I can be and just keep focused on my goal. && That goal is to better myself and especially not let ANYONE take advantage of me!! Wish me luck!

YOU

Everything I want && need.
In my dreams.
Brown suga,
So sweet.
One of a kind.
Sunshine on a cloudy day,
The answer to my prayers.
Cant live without.
Stays on my mind,
&& I just cant get enough of....

...

Live. Laugh. Love.

He wanna taste the rainbow

Its like skittles he ready to taste the rainbow.
He like every color and flavor.

Whats wrong with that??

Hmm maybe I dont want someone who likes the whole bag.
He dont discriminate he says.

Well maybe I want someone picky like me.

I guess I gotta get over the fact my man likes the flavors of the rainbow.

My Prince

Trust

trust

Why is it crossed out?
It's the only thing that seems to be missing in my relationships. They say without trust there's nothing.
I been thinking about this...
I feel like I have everything. I just need to trust that things will get better. The truth is I don't even trust myself 100%. I really wish I could. It's so much easier said then done. I just keep banging my head everyday hoping that it will just magically kick in. Well we all know thats not gping to happen.
The one thing or should I say very special thing that gives me hope is love. Taking that risk and just putting everything on the line and little by little I feel myself wanting to trust and now trying to trust. Thats a big difference. I hope slow but steady wins the race.

Yum!!!

Ingredients
3 tablespoons butter, melted
1 cup all-purpose flour
1/4 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon baking powder
1/2 cup milk
1 cup white sugar
1 tablespoon cornstarch
1 cup boiling water
3 1/2 cups fresh cherries, pitted


Mix 3/4 cup sugar, butter or margarine, flour, salt, baking powder, and milk together. Place cherries in the bottom of a 9 inch square pan. Spread dough over cherries.
In a small bowl, combine 1 cup sugar and cornstarch. Stir in boiling water. Pour mixture over the dough.
Bake at 350 degrees F (175 degrees C) for 45 minutes. Serve warm.


3/4 cup white sugar

King && Queen

Mine!!!!

Quality Time

Im always like an open door welcoming you in. Then you walk into my arms.
Then everything feels perfect.
When you look into my eyes I feel the love pour into me. Im just there loving it and enjoying it. I soak it all in. The truth is...
I need it.
I need your love, your hugs, your kisses, your laughter, your smiles, your touch. When we make contact I feel a fire in me burning from head to toe. && you know my baby knows how to curl my toes.
I love him.
Hes my one and only and I'm not sharing him!!!
Mine! Mine! Mine!!!!
<3